.:Thursday, July 22, 2004:.
Kalaam faaadeeee
I’ve been wanting to update this thing for the past couple days, but haven’t really gotten a chance. Sine the last post I posted, I’ve been pretty busy.. After posting that night, I went over my dars with my mom then went to bed. Not being able to sleep because I was so nervous and stuff. lol subhanAllah I even was dreaming about it when I finally did fall asleep. Got up in the morning, re listened to a lecture, took more notes added them to my dars, then practiced it on my mom and brother.. my brother seeing how nervous I was decides to do what brothers do and bug me a little more lol.. so I had two copies of my dars printed.. he picks one up and starts telling me where I missed a coma or period and stuff.. I came back on for about ten mins, talked to umm qaylah.. who kept telling me to go couse I was late…so finally I left..
The dars was pretty good, alhamdulilah.. we made waaraq 3anib, ruz, kufta, salad, kunnafah, and cookies.. the food reminded me of a couple people.. and I kept thinking of these two people through out the day.. then the time for the dars came.. lol. I NEVER spoke in front of people like that.. Like I translated bess it wasn’t me who prepared the thing. I didn’t have to make sure it was correct, made in the correct way ect. I just would translate.. I couldn’t even start.. I kept stalling, saying wait for khala faykah.. wait for this wait for that.. lol. then Umm Abdul Qudoos was just like man start, don’t embarrass us.. I was like us? You mean me.. lol so then I was just like ok bismillah and started.. at first I was kinda speaking low, and wasn’t doing to good. Then I would look at khala faykah or khala ghada and I would see them smiling and I was like AIIIIIIIGHTY I'm doing ok.. so I got more confidence and finished off good I think alhamdulilah.. The feedback I heard was good.. so that really got me pumped and when I came home I was like on an adrenalin rush lol.
Later in the afternoon some people came over, and that’s when my back pain became like 10x as bad as it was.. To many people are complaining from soar backs.. which is kinda interesting.. but khair.. they left late.. and then I sat talking/complaining to my mom about moving and stuff till 1am.. Today, spent it mostly doing laundry, AlMaghrib_nw stuff and trying to work on my last assignment in this class. Which I didn’t do btw lol. It was really really really hot today.. over 100.. inshaAllah it’ll get better before Saturday couse I wanna go to Portland.. lol..
So ya that’s pretty much my life the past two days.. that and talking to Umm Qaylah, having to lie couse of her :P. talked to yassi who hadn’t been on in a while. And some other stuff.. Ill write about in more detail in different posts..
chotu-meyeh
@ 7/22/2004 10:57:00 PM
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