I’m burning more cd’s for my brother right now. He finished the 33 or so I gave him before he left to Cali like two weeks ago. subhanAllah he’s like a different person now, it’s scary. I can’t think of him praying and being a “muslim” again. Like the last time I remember him praying he was like 14 and I was ummmmm 7 or 8 I dunnu.. and I was prayin behind him. lol and he was correcting me, now he calls me up asking me stuff :/ it’s just weird. Alhamdulilah I’m really really happy about it though.
I mean just a few months ago he was living the life of kufr, had a girlfriend, listened to music and all that stuff. And then he just changed everything. Replaced his music cd’s with the ones I burn for him. broke up with his girlfriend who at the time was his fiancé I guess, told her he couldn’t see her unless they got married and it would be better if she accepts islam couse he saw what happened with his parents couse of difference of religion. I remember when he said he was moving to LA how me and mama were like scared, couse we wanted him here with the good shabab and around us.. down in cali he would be alone and stuff.. and Linda(his fiancé) was staying in Sacramento with her mom for the summer.. but alhamdulilah we were wrong, instead of going back now he’s even stronger and he got a muslim fiancé..
He didn’t get the job he was supposed to get, and he convinced my grandma to move up here.. the two things he had gone to LA for.. so he’s moving back up this week. And then Linda who accepted islam the other night, is going to move here and then they gonna get married wa lilahil hamd. I always thought id be the first in our family to get married :/ but ya ill save that for another time. But you know what’s gonna suck for me, my mom told my brother hey why don’t you and Linda stay with us for a while until you get on your feet ect.. (yes my mom, the same one that would fight my dad about my bros staying with us when they were on kufr) so anyway IF that happens, and especially if we move to that other house, its gonna suck big time for me. Couse either I'm in niqaab all day(like the day he spent with us a few weeks ago) or I’m in my room.. alhamdulilah ‘ala kulli haal.. anyway I think I’m done ranting..
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AalHumdu-Lillah...
You dont know how happy I am for you. I have always wanted a brother who was on the path of Islaam and your brother finally doing that is like my own brother has re-accepted Islaam into his life. I wish the best for him and his future wife, Insha-Allaah.
Ukhtee, I know if he comes to live with you it will be hard because he is sort of not your mahram but think of the good deeds and rewards you will be getting. The reason that Linda accepted Islaam is mainly because of you. I couldnt have been more proud of you. Masha-Allaah.
I love you Fee Sabilillah.
You dont know how happy I am for you. I have always wanted a brother who was on the path of Islaam and your brother finally doing that is like my own brother has re-accepted Islaam into his life. I wish the best for him and his future wife, Insha-Allaah.
Ukhtee, I know if he comes to live with you it will be hard because he is sort of not your mahram but think of the good deeds and rewards you will be getting. The reason that Linda accepted Islaam is mainly because of you. I couldnt have been more proud of you. Masha-Allaah.
I love you Fee Sabilillah.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW ANA LOVE YOU TOO.. they are coming tonight.. like in an hour.. alhamdulilah :) im cool with it.. lol
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