.:Thursday, July 29, 2004:.
Tassnym gone???
First off for those of you who don’t know who Tassnym is.. Tassnym = nymo.. lol Tassnym’s my girl.. My best friend probably. We’ve been through everything together. Just about grew up together. If it wasn’t for her I probably wouldn’t be who I am today. I can trust her with anything and everything. If I’m sad or down or something I don’t need to tell her, she knows. She can tell by the way I talk. By the way I even type. Our parents loved us chillin with each other, couse they said we “completed” each other. So we were always either chillin someplace or online together. subhanAllah man wallahi I love that girl so much..
So anyway, she hasn’t been online for three days just about. I heard that she didn’t go to quran class on Tuesday, and then yesterday it was girls dars.. and she didn’t come so we called her house up and my friend dania was like “Assalamu ‘alaikum ‘amu is Tassnym there?” and he said no.. so she was like “ok jazaaakAllah khair.. salaamu ‘alaikum”.. so anyway I been like what the.. where is she you know.. couse like if her dads home they probably aren’t on a trip or anything..
So today, I was packing and away from the computer so I put in my name “Tassnym if you come on message me”. so instead of Tassnym messaging me another one of my friends.. Maryam she does.. and shes like
Her: Maryam I heard Tassnym left
me: WHAT
her: ya her brother, mohammad **** told my brothers that Hasan Tassnym and khala left to saudia
Me: omg.. when
Her: yesterday or the day before
Me: dude they were over on Monday
Her: I dunnu man.. that’s what my brother said
Me: (I went on to say what I'm about to type out..)
That just totally shocked and surprised me.. But at the same time it didn’t. Because on Monday she knocked on our door and was like “my mama wants to talk to ur mama” so I was like “ok tell her to come in” and she was like “she wants to talk to her in the car :/” so we both were like errrrrrrrrmmmmmmm ok.. so my mama puts on everything and goes out to talk to her mom in the car. When my mama came out she was like in tears. And me and Tassnym were like what the.. so later I was like so mama what did khala want and she was like nothing iskiti.. and I kept at it.. till finally I was like “mama hows khalas mom” and she goes “make duaa just make duaa” and I was like omg.. then she told me how she went to lebnan for treatment and stuff. I was talking to Tassnym later and I was like “so hows your mom” and she was like “fine.. ‘adi” and I was like oh ok.. I had been hiding from Tassnym all the stuff I knew bout her grandma couse I knew if she found out she would go into deep depression..
I think Wallahu ‘aalam that her mom decided to go couse of that reason. Ya Allah.. It like hurts couse we didn’t even like say goodbye or anything you know? and shes probably not coming back.. since they were planning on going for good soon anyway. So her dads probably just gonna finish up, and then him and mohammad are going to go.. Alhamdulilah ‘ala kulli haal..
Tassnym’s been working on a scrapbook “what I leave behind” so almost a month ago she was like what you going to say when you sign it.. and I said I dunnu.. then she was like.. come on just type something up and Ill type something up for you.. so this is what we typed.. just so u guys know.. “sofy” = “Yusif” don’t ask how she named him that..
Me:-
You’re the type of friend that’s always there no matter what. Your there in good times and in bad. Your that one special friend that no matter what you feel connected to. You got one of the nicest personalities, always thoughtful always giving. You’ve been there thru all my “times”. Life is but a collection of memories and I have to say that a lot of mine include you, so that would mean a lot of my life includes you. Just because you might be far doesn’t mean you wont be close at heart. And I know for a fact I’m gonna look back at these days, and they gonna be some of the best memories I have. Your like a sister to me, I feel I could tell you anything and know it would be safe. I know im gonna miss you but inshaAllah one day we gonna meet up, at your wedding *cough* or mine :P anyway take care, keep in touch, and remember memories don’t live like people do.. wassalamu ‘alaikum..
Tassnym:-
maryam, you have been an awesome friend all thorughout. Weve been through our ups and downs, but i think weve learned alot from eachother. All those hours of chatting, and then having nothing to tlak about when we actually see eachother...ahh..anyway, no words can express our friendship, so i dunno what to say. People have come and gone, but amazingly weve stuck together, and i think weve inspired others to really appreciate their friends. Man this year was especially fun with you, with all the classes and stuff..it was great and all the pump for the parties nothin like it...you take care in life...be sure to invite me to your ewedding, and let me know if sofy comes into your life aight keep in touch! Much luv! Salam
Wow.. it really hurts to think that the last time I might of ever saw her was on Monday.. ya Allah.. and to top this news off.. today was also the day I had to pack up just about everything.. khair inshaAllah.. right now im like dead tired and stuff….
chotu-meyeh
@ 7/29/2004 08:24:00 PM
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