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.:Monday, August 02, 2004:.

Tassnym!!!!!!!!!

I GOT TO TALK TO HER TODAY. I CAME ONLINE AND SHE WAS ON.. lol ok needa chill. As soon as I came on she was like MARYAM!!!!! And I was like omg omg omggg lol.. then we just talked and talked and talked. She was like “omg wallahi I miss Corvallis sooooooo much” then she had me re cap everything that happened in the past week lol.. and then she told me everything she did.. then she had me call up people and give them messages.. man subhanAllah when she had to go and we said salaams.. like I was crying and she said she was crying, and I was like when will you come on again and she said she didn’t know : ( but Alhamdulilah it was nice. She said there is a chance they might come back, to help her dad and Mohammad pack, then they would leave again.. but khair it was nice alhamdulilah..

Hmm what elseeeeee happened today? I got one of the sweetest messages first thing when I got up this morning, which was really nice.. alhamdulilah that made my day, till I got into a “fight” with my mom :(. Everyone here’s really stressed out about some stuff.. and like my mama usually takes it out on me couse I don’t answer, but today she took her frustration out on my sister (its partially her fault couse she has an attitude problem) but like I was getting annoyed couse of everyone, so I yelled at my mama :( first time since forever. I was like “mama listen we’r all going through stuff, your not the only one. Stop it will you? Please? I cant take it any longer, all I'm doing day in day out is listening to everyone yell about something or complain or something. etc “ and then I told my sister to go to her room don’t come out and don’t make problems, and went to my room. Later I came out and told my mom sorry.. but I think she was still in shock that I went off on her.. khair we’re cool now lol.. she knows I was stressed.. but ya.. I needa NOT do that again inshaAllah.. I haven’t raised my voice on my parents or anyone in the longest time..

Ahhhhh khair alhamdulilah im in a good mood again though.. the kids are here (mish3al misha3il nouf and Abdullah..) lol man reminds me of school time when they would always come over.. lol u guys remember when they were LIVING with me for like a week when there mom gave birth.. mashaAllah that was pretty fun. Nouf still is like my little baby.. lol.. ohhhhhhhhhh I got my grade for my class here’s what my teacher said

“Maryam has completed the necessary requirements for World Geography 1.1 and has obtained a grade of A for her work. She made many insightful contributions, and I appreciate her efforts. Please apply this credit to her transcript.”

Wohooooo so now psychology and geography 1.2 and im done with online classes inshaAllah.. thennnnnn four classes with ASC and maybe a couple challenge tests and I'm done with High-school.. :D then I Graduate :D woohoo lol.. so ya anyways I don’t have anything else to say.. so I'm just going on and on.. maybe I’ll write something that’s actually serious later..

chotu-meyeh @ 8/02/2004 07:03:00 PM #|

Comments:

As-Salaamu 'Alaikum Wa Rahmatullaahi Wa barakatuh,

SubHan-Allaah, when u first told me you spoke to Tassnym, you made my day. I am so glad u got to speak to her and that she got a chance to explain herself. AlHumdu-Lillaah..
Didnt I tell you that Allaah is the best of Planners?
lol.

Omg, mish3al misha3il nouf and 'abdullaah are so cute Masha-Allaah. They are the cutest little creatures I have ever seen. May Allaah protect them, bless them and have them grow to be pious followers of Islaam. Aameen.

About your school, I knew that already! lol. Sometime I feel like you are writing this blog specifically for me. lol..sorry I know its for someone else. :-P
j/k

Ya Ukhtee, Insha-Allaah if you ever need me you know where to find me one way or another. Even if u just need to let out some anger, u have my permission to do so on me, Insha-Allaah.

~TrueKnowldge

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