Alhamdulilah ‘ala kulli haal.. I’m sure most of you saw UmmQ’s last post on her blog. Around the same time she posted that she also came online and we were able to talk for a few minutes. I have been wanting to post since then but I just couldn’t, I was to down :(. SubhanAllah things are going so bad for her and it hurts so bad to see her in this state. May Allah swt facilitate all of her affairs for her.. and grant her the best of this dunya and the aakhira.. Aameen. Ever since I talked to her today I have been so depressed.. Its so much worse than she says on her blog, but khair inshaAllah..
It just hurts me so bad to see her in this kind of state, ya’ani shes like a sister to me. no not even a sister shes closer than a sister to me. I have told her things and been honest with her about stuff that I haven’t even told people I grew up with. Wallahi if I could I would take the pain she has and the stuff shes going through instead of her. She means so much to me and I just hope everything works out for her..
MashaAllah I look up to her and how strong she is in situations she faces. Even today I was flippin out and she was just like “its ok we just have to have sabr” and “all we can do is make duaa” and I was like.. subhanAllah you’re the one going through it and you’re the one helping me be patient. It made me feel so bad to complain about my problems, especially the ones with my family, when I looked at what she was going through.. I was like subhanAllah..
man its gonna suck so bad though.. couse UmmQaylah was the only person left that I had to talk to and complain to about everything.. the only person that I had to support me day in day out.. khair inshaAllah I guess in a way it’s also a test for me too.. loosing someone else that I care about a lot, and having to worry about them and stuff..
khair keep her in duaas inshaAllah..
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As-Salaamu 'Alaikum Wa Rahmatullaahi Wa Barakaatuh,
SubHan-Allaah..you have me in tears.
My mother allowed me to come online to see if my instructor has e-mailed me and so with my sis next to me I asked to check your blog and wallaah, i am dont even know how to express myself anymore.
Ukhtee, Allaahu 'Alaam... everyone gets tested, just differently. Insha-Allaah we shall overcome ours with Allaah's guidance. You always are and will always remain in my du'a. Just because I do not speak to you everyday any longer does not mean that I do not think about you nor wish the best for you. You are always in my thoughts.
I will try to call you sometime tomorrow or thursday and speak to you if I cannot online, with permission of course so I do not get in trouble. Hopely, I am allowed.
Tayyed, Take Care, Stay Safe and Always Remain Patient.
Was-Salaamu 'Alaikum Wa Rahmatullaahi Wa Barakaatuh.
~Umm Qaylah
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SubHan-Allaah..you have me in tears.
My mother allowed me to come online to see if my instructor has e-mailed me and so with my sis next to me I asked to check your blog and wallaah, i am dont even know how to express myself anymore.
Ukhtee, Allaahu 'Alaam... everyone gets tested, just differently. Insha-Allaah we shall overcome ours with Allaah's guidance. You always are and will always remain in my du'a. Just because I do not speak to you everyday any longer does not mean that I do not think about you nor wish the best for you. You are always in my thoughts.
I will try to call you sometime tomorrow or thursday and speak to you if I cannot online, with permission of course so I do not get in trouble. Hopely, I am allowed.
Tayyed, Take Care, Stay Safe and Always Remain Patient.
Was-Salaamu 'Alaikum Wa Rahmatullaahi Wa Barakaatuh.
~Umm Qaylah
