.:Thursday, October 14, 2004:.

ana wa paltalk :/

I hate it so much now, like I wouldnt mind never hearing about paltalk again lol. I guess my actions say otherwise as I am on it alot more than usual :/. But like no matter how much I want to leave it I cant. I'm not going to have internet in another couple weeks so I guess that'll be when I stop for good. Its just that with all the pain and memories it brings me, somehow being there and listening to the Quran and just I dunnu chillin with some people there makes me feel better.

I switched names, wasnt planning on telling anyone who I was but I needed to tell a sis something so I asked her to add me and I told her. Someone else figured out who I was couse of the way I say salaams :/. lol after that I changed them couse I dont want anyone else figuring it out. My plan was to just go on and not say a word but salaams.. just go into the room and listen to the Quran and stuff.. but I havent been doing that to well, maybe I'll switch names again.

I dont think I go on paltalk once without sheddin tears :/ its so stupid I know. lol. I had one to many people tell me to just leave it all together but ya like I said I cant. khair inshaAllah.

chotu-meyeh @ 10/14/2004 05:27:00 PM #|

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