.:Thursday, October 28, 2004:.
sleepless ramblings.
I've gone sleepless for like three nights in a row now, I'm so so so so tired :(. But alhamdulilah I think its worth feeling this tired.
Yesterday was a pretty good day alhamdulillah. Spent alot of time online, but during that time I also packed allot of my room. Just have my closet and a few things laying around left. Last time we moved it only took me about half a day, but thats because I didn't do anything else. I told my mom that after we move I'm not going to unpack except that wich is necissary, she said thats a good idea.
I'm invited out to dinner in Seattle today. lol. Yesterday Zaineb invited me and I was just like umm Jazakillah khair, but she wasnt kidding. She actually made me ask my mom etc. I was like dude its impossible. ahh guess that means I gotta cook again today, probably should start a little earlier than yesterday. Me and my mom each depend on the other to cook, so we end up with no one cooking till right before iftar. lol yesteday my brother got annoyed and ordered pizza but he was like man come and cook please. I was like ya sure noproblem. So alhamdulilah I got it done almost in time (15 mins before iftar, the time it takes them to break fast and get ready for salaah, the time it takes to pray, and then the time it takes my sister to put the plates and stuff).
After we ate when I was cleaning the kitchen I got this VERY bad headache. I've been sickish the past while but it was only like a little cough and sore throut so I was ok alhamdulilah. But yesterday the full thing started. Fever, stuffy nose, headache, throut etc. The good thing is my mom finally took pity and led salaah lol.
End of last Ramadan I got pretty sick too, well actually the really bad time of it was right after Eid. There was a virus going around and the whole masjid had it. It was really really bad and since it was a virus no medicine or anything. It was to the point that our parents at times thought khalaas that was it, that they were going to loose us. Yasmeen, amu dactor Muhammads daughter had it really bad and there was nothing he could do for her, her mom was talking to my mom and said "Im so scared that I might loose her". As for me, I was laying in the living room un able to move at all. I couldnt even get up for salaah. Me and my sister were just laying there and my mom would come sit between us and do ruqya and stuff. Alhamdulilah my sister didnt have it to bad so she got better faster, I had it for like two weeks.
The only other time I've ever felt that sick was about two years before that, itw as also around eid and my friends older sisters wedding :(.. lol me and Tassnym both got strep and were out of it totally for a while. Alhamdulilah we got better and each went on with our own things. Two days later Tassnym was on the coast with her family and I was at home, and we got so so so so so sick again that we both ended up in the ER (it was sunday) at the same time just two different cities. That wasnt the best of experiances, sitting in the ER lobby for 3 hours, but my dad wouldnt listen to anyone, if hes taking me that meant hes taking me. Ruined eid and the wedding but alhamdulilah 'ala kulli haal.. anywaysss..
Got new shoes, lol white tennis shoes again. My whole family seems to have a problem with that, each for a different reason. My little sister says "It doesn't match right when your wearing all black and then white shoes". But then again thats not the only problem she has with me, she doesnt like it if I wear a sweater/jacket over my abayah or even under lol little style specialist. My parents think that I should grow up and outa my habbit of tennis shoes, I'm like nahh. But I did want to get black skater shoes, lol, couse they have to be some of the most comftrable shoes for reals and I too think maybe I should start wearing black shoes. But my mom refused so I said fine white tennis shoes again. :D
chotu-meyeh
@ 10/28/2004 01:48:00 PM
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