.:Friday, November 19, 2004:.

ahh..

I'm still feelin down today. Alhamdulilah ‘ala kulli haal. actually more than yesterday, I guess its about time for one of my emotional breakdowns lol. Its actually a little overdue innit :P. Everythings just so depressing, like even yesterday I was talking to stucko and telling her I was down and she was down and we both wanted to make the other feel better so we would just give advice and stuff and say stuff like we just gotta stay strong lol it was weird.

I made a decision yesterday kinda. Told stucko and zaineb about it, lol they both think its just a phase am going through couse I made it before and broke it. But I *think* it might be forreals this time? Allahu ‘aalam. I did what I wanted to do yesterday, it didn’t exactly make me feel better but alhamdulilah I think what happened was for the best.

Things at home suck too. I want to go back to Corvallis :(. Ya Allah, inshaAllah soon. Right now I guess I should just try to focus on my work and finish it, get on with things or whatever. Allahu ‘aalam…

chotu-meyeh @ 11/19/2004 11:08:00 AM #|

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