.:Wednesday, November 10, 2004:.
Over already :(
I cant believe Ramadan is over already. SubhanAllah. It seems like it was just yesterday when they announced that it was Ramadan, now theres only a few days left! This Ramadan wasn’t one of my best but alhamdulilah. I just didn’t feel it pass by, I guess with moving and everything it went by even quicker than usual.
I cant pray now :(. Wallahi its so flippin messed up. lol. like every Ramadan(and its only in Ramadan!) its like this, I cant fast for a third of the month :(. This year its going to be 8 or 9 days, depending when eid is, and no eid salaah :(. InshaAllah laa’. lol it was kinda funny though couse I got up with my mom like I usually do, and after that I ate sahoor and everything and then I went to lay down for a bit before fajr and then after I got up and got ready for fajr and everything that’s when I couldn’t so I was like, Alhamdulilah at least I didn’t get it earlier. Anyways.. I’m mad :(.
inshaAllah I’m going to Corvallis tomorrow, I got so much to get ready but I don’t feel like it. lol we’re invited out to 3 peoples houses tomorrow and my dads invited at the masjid. Ya Allah.. I miss Tassnym so much :(. Like I always miss her but when I go to Corvallis and around eid and stuff then its even more. Ahh khair inshaAllah, shes in a better place than me that’s forsure. Looks out of her window and sees the ka’abah..
I’ve done NONE of my school work all Ramadan, like I’m so behind its not even funny :(. I always do this first semester, then I have to try and catch up in winter break. The thing is I cant risk failing or getting a bad grade (not like last semester *cough* ummq *cough*) in any of my classes this semester if I plan on graduating like I want to. Anyways I’ve set two goals and I’m giving myself 5 months (starting December, hey I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t put things off...innit ) to complete them inshaAllah. So inshaAllah as soon as Ramadans over no more playing around...
This blog has seriously gotten so useless, like at first there was actually a reason for it but now its just randomness. And ever since I started writing the “letters” lol, I haven’t really been posting, couse I write enough in those and I write a lot like better/deeper. A lot of things that I would want to say and stuff I don’t on the blog couse I know anyone can read it, but when I write offline then I know no one will read it so I write what I want. So ya, maybe I should use this to post up all zainebs pomes :P (ya ya I didn’t forget I’ll change the poem to the right one in a min..) and no I’m not posting mine lol. or maybe I’ll just keep it for the randomness still. Al muhim I’m probably not going to post again till after eid.
chotu-meyeh
@ 11/10/2004 02:55:00 PM
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