.:Wednesday, December 08, 2004:.
“no naseeb” :(
My uncle called my mom today and told her that his plans got changed and that he was leaving for overseas TODAY. That means any chance of me going to hajj this year is gone :(. My uncle called and I got all excited and then I’m listening to the conversation and my mom goes “TODAY?? Your leaving today?” and like my heart just sank.
I wanted to go so bad, and everything looked like it would work out. My uncle was supposed to leave in a week or two, since he has other places he needed to go before hajj and I’ve been working so hard to finish all my classes by then and had been planning everything. My mom had agreed for me to go, my uncle had wanted someone to go with him but non of his kids would so my mom said he would be happy I wanted to go and like everything else seemed like it would work out.. and then this had to happen : (. Khair inshaAllah, no naseeb as yasi would say innit.
Alhamdulilah ‘ala kulli haal, maybe this is whats best but I cant help but feel disappointed and like I’m just not in to good of a mood now. I had put so much hope into going and then I found out UmmQaylah has a chance she might go, and a few other people I know might go so that just made me want to go more.
Thing is my uncle might not even get to make it to hajj if he doesn’t finish up his other travels so I could have gone and at the end not even went to hajj, but now he owes me at least an umrah if not hajj next year, so khair maybe it was for the best. Don’t change the fact I’m down about not getting to go.. but alhamdulilah.
chotu-meyeh
@ 12/08/2004 01:03:00 PM
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