.:Tuesday, January 04, 2005:.
Tireddd..
subhanAllah I feel so exhausted :(. The past week hasn’t been to good of one and I'm just so exhausted emotionally and physically. Ever since I got back from Corvallis things have just been kinda I dunnu, alhamdulilah 'ala kulli haal.
It's also coming to the end of first semester and I still have two classes to finish, two classes in 25 days with eid coming up as well. Wallahi I just wish I could forget about school, forget about everything. I cant stand studying one more day :(. I'm pretty stupid too for taking to many classes first semester, couse its always the hardest and both eids in it and stuff. I remember last year about the same time it was finals time and I got the same feeling, except last year Tassnym was here and she pushed me got me to finish, this year Allahu 'aalam. I can't though, I already finished like 5 of my 7 this semester.. ya Allah.. I miss that girl so much : (.
The thing is the work I need to do isn’t hard or to much I just don’t feel up to it. Another thing is how I'm always getting sidetracked. Its not like I really talk to anyone lol, but I keep my msn open just fooling around kinda waiting for someone worth talking to sign on. Ahh, Allahu 'aalam, the only thing I really enjoy doing these days is listening to Quran. Practically the whole day I'm on islamway going from one shaykh to another.. just listening and staring into space, thinking.. khair inshaAllah, my last two online classes inshaAllah and then we'll see.. I am seriously so flippin tired of them lol, like I cant wait for these last 4 (pretty much finished the work in the other 2) are done :D.
chotu-meyeh
@ 1/04/2005 11:48:00 AM
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