.:Tuesday, February 01, 2005:.

Changed?

Reading some of those conversations and other things have really made me realize how much I have changed over the past year or so. When I look back to the way I used to act, how I used to be, and just the person I was and the person I am now I see a lot of differences and changes. I'm not sure if others see the same in me but I see it clearly. I'm also not sure if this change is for the better or if its for the worse.

I'm also not sure what causes/d this change. Is it the situations I've gone through, the people I've been hanging out with, different things in my life that have paved the changes for me, or is it simply like yasi told me when I talked to her about it "habeebti you're growing up that’s all."

Although there are some aspects of me changing that I like, or think are positive, there are times I wish I could be the way I used to be. Carefree, easy going, open. But alhamdulilah 'ala kulli haal. The more things change the more they stay the same eh?

chotu-meyeh @ 2/01/2005 01:04:00 PM #|

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