I feel like all down for some reason :/.. I dunnu why.. I get like this every while where I just feel all depressed and there really isn’t an apparent reason. ya'ani nothing changed in how things are, but I just feel down.. alhamdulilah 'ala kulli haal..
I miss
Everyone there isn’t make it easier on me. :(. They keep saying how they want me to come down and how they miss me and stuff. UmmAbdulQudoos had her msn name for the past while "Maryam, where are you?" whenever I wasn’t on and when I did come on she would change it to "Finally!" lol Tassnym was like "someones a bit obsessed". I miss her so much though, couse ya'ani those two weeks I spent with her we grew so close.
Someone I miss so so so much is Khala Dalia (imams wife). She could read me like a book, knew me maybe better than my own mom. She grew up in similar situations as me, and always would know how I was feeling. She could look into my eyes and tell if something was wrong. And she would give the most awesome advice. She'd ask me if something was wrong, and even if I would say no she'd know what it was and tell me such and such is bothering you.. I'd smile and she'd just advise me and help me out you know? I miss her.
When I was in
There is a wedding next Saturday, I wanna go.. probably wont be though. :(. Why cant it be the week after, so I can go? Alhamdulilah 'ala kulli haal. My dads in
lol, u know whats kinda weird.. talking to a person everyday for a lot and still missing them so much when they aren’t on… khair inshaAllah.. I'll stop ranting..
: 2/13/2005 7:02 PM
