.:Friday, February 18, 2005:.
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Alhamdulilah today has been pretty good. Better than the past few days. It like started out nice from the start lol.. I had a pretty good / interesting dream right before fajr time.. and then they start waking me up at 5. I looked at my clock and was like FAJR DOESN’T EVEN COME IN TILL 5:30. I was in a bad mood :S.. Ended up not getting out of bed till almost 6 :P.
After fajr I went back to bed couse I was like exhausted and I laid in bed not really sleeping until 8:30. at this point I'm still dead tired but I know I'm not going to fall asleep so there is no point in being bored any longer. Came online for a bit, checked my emails, talked to ummqaylah and stuff. After that I don’t know what got into me but I decided to clean the whole house. Not just the regular cleaning I do almost every day but like deep clean. So that took like two hours or so. When I finished it was around 11, so I started on dinner.. then took a shower and sat on the computer shivering from how cold I was :S.
Ever since I took the shower this morning and I've been freezing. This is partially due to not enough food in my system and how cold the weather is lol. But like while I was sitting online earlier I had on a sweater, salaah cloths and a blanket and was still cold. Maybe its also couse I'm starting to get sick again, Allahu 'aalam. Anyways after that I took a small nap/rest from like 2:30 till asir, and then sat with my ammi a bit and now am back online.. when I really should be finishing dinner :P
Alhamdulilah the thing that’s been bothering me and causing me the most depression the past while has taken a turn for the best inshaAllah. For the past while its been taking this slow and wide turn worse, but inshaAllah now its taking a very abrupt and sharp turn for the better? Allahu 'aalam. You know when something takes such a quick/sharp turn your not exactly sure if it's for the better or the worse. InshaAllah for the better though.
I really really really really really want to go to Corvallis soon :(. It's been about a month since the last time I've been there, and there is so much going on and stuff. Everyone keeps calling and telling us come for this or come for that, and I'm like leave me alone. Umm AbdulQudoos said her husbands going to be out of town for the weekend and she was like come stay with me, I was like I wish. Today there is iftar at the masjid and dars.. tomorrow there is iftar and a wedding, Sunday there is also stuff going on. Alhamdulilah 'ala kulli haal. :)
I miss my yasi and my late night calls with her lol. Today I was looking through a thread on RI and I saw the poem I wrote for her a while back LOL!! We were both online and she was like write me a poem and I was like ok.. so I wrote her one in like to short of time :P probably why its so horrible.. lol.. but she liked it alhamdulilah.
Almuhim.. mama told me to start finishing up dinner at 4, its 4:22 now…
chotu-meyeh
@ 2/18/2005 04:21:00 PM
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