Tassnym wrote this for her mom after her surgery and stuff.. I thought it was super sweet.. and it really full of emotion.. seeing khala Faykah after what she went through, man subhanAllah shes not the same even now.. so ya..

Mother

I would look into your eyes, and I would see your pain.
I would try my best to ease your anguish, yet my efforts would go in vain.
You would scream and cry;
I’d look at you, and all I could do was sigh.
I was frozen, I was frightened, I didn’t know what to do.
The solution was not in my hands to take your anguish away from you.
I would have rather experienced the pain myself, than to watch my beloved mother suffer.
And each moment passing, each cry of pain, was making it all the more tougher.
As I saw your angst increase, I wiped away my tears.
I made myself strong, and hid away my fears.
I’d be there for you, like you were always there for me.
I guess this tested our love, and how deep it can truly be.
Mother, I remember you then, and I look at you now.
I smile with relief, and manage to laugh somehow.
I bow to Allah, for it is he I thank.
For without you dear mother, my life would be blank.
I am so grateful for your health and happy spirits.
Now I treasure every moment spent with you; every minute.
After all that’s happened now, I’d like to say
the words "I love you" in every possible way.
Mother, please forgive me for every wrong I did or said.
Let’s spend as much time possible brightening what lies ahead.
Please, let me know if there’s anything for you I could do.
For I need no one in the world like I need you!
I love you mom.

By: Tassnym *****