.:Thursday, July 21, 2005:.

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Aight, dads at work.. I'm logged into another account that he doesnt know I have password to... but I need to get off soon couse he can come back anytime... and I need to help mom with moving and stuff..

anyways, this is what happened tuesday..

I was online tuesday morning after I updated on my classes site and stuff.. dad walks in so I exit msn.. he comes over to where I am is like "What are u doing" and I said "on class" and hes like "get up".. so I got up and he starts going "what did u close" etc.. and I was like nothing.. so he goes through the history and stuff and somehow gets to almaghrib forums.. he thinks its a matromonial site.. lol.. and flips out.. then when my sister wakes up and comes down hes like "I thought I said no chatting" and shes like "yea?" and he goes "then what will u say if I show u a conversation with zaineb"..

Anyways, my sister used my other account once to talk to zaineb and tassnym messaged me on it while she was on it.. and she didnt disable chat logs.. so there was the two most innocent and pointless convos on it.. and he flipped out about that too.. amazing how hes fine with my sister but acting like I killed 101 people..

So he called my mom and was like "look what you're daughter is doing" etc etc..  and starts mixing things and messing around with things.. my mom was like "khair inshaAllah, we'll see".. and he was like "WELL SEE WHAT" and starts with his punishment list.. and yea.. thats it really.. we havnt talked since.. and I dont think we are going to soon.

So ever since I been upstairs.. I dont wanna see him couse I'm mad.. and I dont wanna hear him yell again.. Allahu 'aalam what hes doing it for, but who cares really.. my moms just like be patient.. and ignore it.. dont get mad.. keep you're cool.. etc..

ahh alhamdulilah 'ala kulli haal..

anyways my sister is screaming in my ear telling me to get off.. so I better..

chotu-meyeh @ 7/21/2005 09:27:00 AM #|

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Salaam! Wow, and I thought my dad was bad...I hope everything is going okay for you and insh'Allah hopefully you'll be able to come online sometime soon. If only I had been awake when you were on (you posted like 45 mins before I got up)! I'll talk to you later, insh'Allah! W'salaam.
 
wa 'alaikum assalaam,

Alhamdulilah 'ala kulli haal. Alls well that ends well.. inshaAllah things will be fine, I've been through just as bad before.. I guess this time is diffrent couse I'm not willing to forgive yet.. and there are alot of other factors in it.. but alhamdulilah.. its all qadaar, and inshaAllah one day things will change.. will be better.. just remember me in your duaa's..

As far as talking to you, inshaAllah I'll try to at least once a day.. I know its not the same as before, but its better than nothing.. and I'll try to keep this thing updated..

anyways

Even if we dont talk, always know I love ya..

was salaamu 'alaikum.
 
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