Am back from masjid, well I have been for about two hours. It was aight I guess. I just didnt feel like going, but alhamdulilah. Now I am home and extremly bored. I have nothing to do at all. (yes hina, I admit it.. but I'm not bored enough to do your hw :P).

Before I left I had started an update, but now I cant remember what exactly I wanted to say. To at least finish the sentance that I left unfinnish, "I dont worry alot anymore about things.. things that have to do with me.. I'm just living each day as it comes.. I've done istikhara about alot of things and I feel that inshaAllah whatever is going to happen, whatever it may be, will be for the best.. and I feel contentment."

I don't know what time my dad gets off work. I wish I did though! man it sucks not knowing when he will be back, or when he will call etc. At least I dont have to cook today, have leftovers :D.

Its amazing to see the people that visit my blog. Some of them I havnt talked to in months, and I guess you could say we dont exactly have the best of relationships anymore, yet this visit more than once a day. The more 'ajeeb is the people that end up stumbling on it through a search engine and still check it out every now and then. wierdos. ohhh Umm Qaylah, I forgot to give you the thing!! remind me next time, its cool.

AstaghfirAllah. Someone just showed me a site  and all I can say is its sick. really sad to know that muslims are making things like this, especially when it could be ones you know..Allahul musta'an.