dhikrayaatun lena wa haneen, arwa' al umree tilkal saneen...

A rough word for word translation would be "memories and comfort, the best/most awesome/greatest of my life was these years".. but a better way of putting it is "these memories are comfort to me, indeed these past years were the greatest of my life".. or "It is memories to us and comfort, indeed these past years were the best of our/my life".. yea I suck at translating.

This is part of a nasheed that I heard on a tape Tassnym brought back from saudia, her little cousin was singing it... and I've been humming it the whole day.. I cant really remember alot more of it, and I cant seem to find it anywhere, but it discribes how I'm feeling really well.

I think I'm stuck in the past couse I dont want to look to what is coming. The past few years were awesome, with everything in them. The hard times, the good times, the fun times, the sad times, it just made it what it was... and alot of things are changing now.. I'm not sure I want to look towards what is coming.. couse I love what was so much.. but thats life, things change and you learn to enjoy it.. Alhamdulilah 'ala kulli haal..

mmm yea.. thats enough of a rant.. lol.. if I keep going on this subject I'll start thinking about things and get all emotional so it safer if I end now :P.

Today has been good alhamdulilah.. I'm not exactly sure what I spent the day doing.. :/. I wasnt online most of the time, my sis wanted the computer.. I read some.. answered emails.. spent time with mom... cleaned the kitchen.. and yes I did eat!!! I had a sandwich and ice cream :D.  I gotta say that the highlight of my day was "I want to marry you because you remind me of my mom". LOL! ahh man that was funny.. me and stucko were talking about some things, including marriage, and that some how came into the convo.. it dont make sense unless you've read the whole convo though :/.

Anyways, I have some things I should do before my dad comes home etc.. I need toooo
Send an email that is business email, probably gonna put it off till tommorrow
Reply to an email I got earlier
Look up some things my mom asked me to
anddd look up some things about LBCC/OSU so I can start on college applications and stuff

hmm think thats it.. not sure..