Today has been aight alhamdulilah. I find people really strange, don't think I'll ever understand them. How can someone make you feel so bad and just like totally break you down and then turn around and be nice to you less than a day after? Sometimes I wonder if I forgive to easily.. When someone is nice to me, no matter how bad they've hurt me I cant help but be nice back.. Alhamdulilah 'ala kulli haal..
I spent most of the day today just fooling around. I, well Hina, happened to stumble upon some "my spaces"(kinda like blogs) for a group of the guys here. LOL.. mannn.. some of the things I saw.. Allahul musta'an... other things were kind of funny... and yes there were some extremly disapointing things as well.. but ya.. Probably shouldnt have gone to them to start with.. but mannnn you cant blame me for being curious sah?
The person that stood me up yesterday came on today.. What they told me didnt surprise me, but it made me realize that I have to make up my mind soon.. within the next week.. Alhamdulilah 'ala kulli haal.. I got no idea what I want.. and the three people I usually turn to for advice are either busy with a wedding, leaving for overseas, or ignoring me for Allahu 'aalam what reason.And no I will not message you again, and no I did not tell my sister what to say.. I was upstairs taking a shower and didnt read the conversation you had with her untill after it was over.
Seems like this is going to be another one of this things I do on my own.. Alhamdulilah I've done istikhara so I'm content knowing that whatever happens will be the best.. but I dont know, Im still really confused..
In general today has been good. Apart from the message yasi left up for me, I got an e-mail from Aaliyah (SF one) which was nice alhamdulilah. Things at home inshaAllah are better?at least with some people... andd inshaAllah I'm going to the masjid in a bit. Khala Dalia (imam family). She's giving dars today :D. They've been gone for how long now? three months? Alhamdulilah, it'll be nice to see her, khadija, fatima etc.
Anyways I need to eat before we leave, couse I havnt eaten yet and I'm starved..
