I honestly dont think anyone does what I do while moving. This just goes to show how much of a net addict I am. Last time we were moving, from herimston to corvallis, the laptop was getting signal so I was on it the whole time.. I'd help load the truck for a bit, then come on and type a little on msn, then go back down and so on.. It was nice though, some good memories... The night we were leaving I stayed online almost the whole night waiting for someone to come back couse they left while I was away, forgetting that it was their jumuaa' at the time so they wouldnt be on.. lol, my mom got mad at me in the morning couse she was driving the car down and needed me awake with her.

Anyways, alhamdulilah upstairs is done, downstairs is just about done.. and I couldnt be happier.. Im really tired.. this move was mainly on me and ummi.. Dad did close to nothing.. but alhamdulilah we did it in a way that we dont have alot of work left.. we would take a little at a time and orgainize it at the other place so the other house is ready now..

I just had/are having one of those heart to heart talks with Tassnym.. I really needed that alhamdulilah.. Latly I havnt really had anyone to talk to.. everyone is so busy and they have enough to worry about to start with.. yea, I've talked about my day to day life/problems, but not the things that have really been on my mind... I guess mostly the "whats next" decisions I'm thinking about.. inshaAllah when I get net again I'll post about those, as I'm almost made my mind.. I have alot I want to write out, so inshaAllah I hope I get net soon..

Anyways I promised my mom I'd bring a couple more things and go to the other house to eat.. So I guess this is my REAL last post till Allahu 'aalam when.. could be tonight, if I get signal on the laptop.. could be in a day or two if I put dial up on it.. and it could be in a week or so if I have to wait for the DSL to come in..

Keep me in your duaa's as my dad will be home for the next two days, and I'm scared to see whats going to happen.. and yea, one of the "decisions" or actually a few do have alot to do with my current situation with him...

UmmQaylah, yasmeena, I love and miss you both.. as far as the rest who read this, hina, al-x and the rest, sometimes its not whats said, but rather what isnt that counts ;)

(I need to save this link, sorries http://www.lahaonline.com/index-babies.php )