I find it funny how many times I have posted on here saying it would be my "last" post. It seems like everytime things get bad I get all emotional, think khalaas its the last.. etc.. and then I end up finding a way to get around the barriers and still keep it going. In other words, never believe me if I say its my last post :P.

Since my mom is busy packing boxes and I have/had nothing to do I had planned on writting a nice long update.. but instead I spent the time I had online to write a gazillion page long email to my friend that is leaving. She sent a really emotion filled email out to all of us girls here saying goodbye and stuff since she is leaving on the 25th.. and I sent her back an email..

I remember about a year ago me and Tassnym got into a pretty big fight with this girl.. and for a long time I really didnt like her much.. but the more you get to know someone the more you understand them.. and now I sort of dont blame her alot for certain things although I dont appreciate her slander of me and stuf... but yea I'm sad she is leaving.. its just intresting to see how you can go from hating someone to loving them, and from loving someone to hating them.. 

So yea, getting that email from her today was nice.. made me smile with tears in my eyes.. its just one of those small things that people do that make you feel good.. I also got an email from one of my moms friends.. lol.. this "khala" has known me longer than anyone other than my mom maybe.. she was in San Fransisco when I was born, and then moved to Ashland when we lived there, where she currently is.. We hadnt heard from her in a while, so it was nice alhamdulilah..

We started work wayyyyy late today.. probably couse we all so tired.. mom was up till 1am yesterday.. and I just about cant move.. lol yesterday night I tried to do exercises to try and loosen my muscles couse they hurt so bad, I couldnt even lay down to sleep..(sleeping on floor).. I couldnt even do a set of ten each, usually I can do five or six sets..  alhamdulilah 'ala kulli haal.. inshaAllah today mom wants to finish the rest of the kitchen, her room, and some other stuff..

Anyways, moms done with the packing so now I have to go haul the boxes and stuff to the other house.. I'll be on later inshaAllah..

Umm Qaylah- whyd u sign out when I sent salaams :(. I miss you...