.:Friday, August 05, 2005:.
crazyness
I've come to realize that I'm really crazy :D. Not
crazy as in mentally unstable, well I'm that too but
what I mean by crazy is that I come up with the
wierdest ideas, sometimes acting on them as well, and
just really hyper and so on..
Today I spent half the day planning out a trip with
Hina that we both know we will never actually go on.
We(well she couse my net sucks) looked up flights,
decided who we would stay with, how much we would
need, what airport we would fly from, how long we
would stay, and just about every other minute detail
you could think of.. we even figured out how she would
get out of finishing the class she has left this
summer!
Our flight left Portland at 5:50 today :(.
So yea, that is how I spent some of my day. The rest
of my day was spent either online, laying down, doing
house work, or at khala Aishas... and now I am trying
to put up with this net, while talking to UmmQaylah
and being starved with no food up here :(. I cant go
down, and my sis is to chicken to go and sneak
something up, shes hungry too..
When I saw khala Aisha today it just made me sad. She
looks 10 years older with whats happened with her this
week. To start off, shes worried about us... And then
on monday her husband, May Allah swt grant him a quick
shifaa'..aameen, had a stroke... and today they got
into a car accident couse even though the doctors told
him he could drive, he wasnt as capable as they
thought he was...
Whenever you go through a hardship you always think
that your the only one suffering and that everyone is
better off, at least thats how it is with me.. untill
I start looking around and its like subhanAllah I have
SO MUCH I should be thankful for... but no I have to
look at the empty half of the cup.. Alhamdulilah 'ala
kulli haal... no one goes through this life without a
museebah, without being tested in one way or
another...but the blessings one has totally outwiegh
the tests...
anyways, I'm probably going to be up most of the
night, so if I feel like writting more later I will
inshaAllah.. for now I think I should pay more
attention to the UmmQ convo :P. And I'm sure she
would agree.
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chotu-meyeh
@ 8/05/2005 10:15:00 PM
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