.:Monday, August 15, 2005:.
just got up :P
my sister just woke me up. She kept pouncing on me
telling me its almost 12. My eyes are all shut now. I
cant open them. I was having good dreams man! They've
been trying to wake me for about two hours... I'm
usually up at 8-9. Today no one could wake me up. My
mom came in and begged me to get up and eat with her,
then she opened the shades.. then my sis came and
begged me.. then tried to bribe me with "guess who I
talked to!". And finally jumped on me and pulled my
covers off and tickled me and pushed me and punched me
and just about everything else she could do to me! So
yes, I'm up now!
My sis is cute man. I love the kid. She reminds me
alot of yasi :/ same fobbyness, same shadyness, same
heblahness, same cuteness, same lovableness...
Sometimes she can be annoying though. Like this
morning!!!! maan I stil wanna sleep. And its not 12,
its 11! Another thing that was annoying, she bribes me
to get up so she'll tell me something and then she
says she wont tell me! ahh shes ca-ute.
My sleeping pattern is a bit better now. I like it
alot more. I sleep right after 'isha, then get up
around 2am. Its nice and quiet then.. I like it.. I'll
stay till fajr then sleep. Its good couse i'm awake at
fajr time so its not hard to get up.. and its just so
nice at that time of the night.. Sometimes I wont come
online.. and even when I come online its peacful. I
just read whatever sites I want to.. check and reply
to emails if I need.. and update blog if I want.. Its
just me and myself at that time.. I really do value
that time of night, walhamdulilah.
I had a nice talk with my mom yesterday. I love her
bunches. I havnt been spending much time with her
lately couse I'm in my room so much.. so yesterday I
went and sat downstairs with her. It was the most
random conversation but it was nice. We disscussed the
best way to bring up children. What things work with
them and what dont. How to treat and punish them.. at
then end I was like "mama I thought we decided I'm not
getting married :P" and she was hugged me and was like
"someday someone special enough will come and I wont
have a choice but to let you go". i was like "AWWWW".
I really do think I'm going to be very picky about who
I marry. I dont want just anyone. I want someone I
know will treat me right and be the best father to my
children. I guess with what I've been through in my
childhood and my experiances with the diffrent men in
my immediate life its only natural to feel this way. I
just dont think that I deserve someone like that.. but
Allahu 'aalam. When its the right time, and the right
person, and it is what is written for me, nothing will
change that..
My mom also told me I need to shape up, if not for
myself then for my sister. She told me that my sister
looks up to me alot, and that now that we are closer
she wants to follow me in everything.. and that if i
want her to do good, I need to start with doing good
myself..
ok moms getting mad I'll finish later. I have to go
eat with her.
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@ 8/15/2005 11:30:00 AM
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