.:Saturday, August 06, 2005:.
macs suck!
I really dont understand why msn keeps signing out
when I have really good solid internet connection.
Alhamdulilah its alot better now but earlier it was
horrible. I was trying to talk to UmmQaylah and we are
both on macintosh laptops with wireless net and
neither one of us could stay connected.. I'd get dc
then her then me then her etc.. Now I get dc once
every five-ten mins or so.. but I'm showing as offline
for half the time :/
Its almost 2:30, i have no idea why I'm up.. I almost
got caught online too.. and that wouldnt have been
good. I cant sleep.. well I couldnt.. I'm getting
tired now, but I know if I lay down I wont be able to
sleep.. but I need to sleep so i can get up early..
and I need to get up early, well just couse I want
to..
I made a deal with Hina.. when she goes offfline I
will.. that way when my mom asks why i was up late I
can blame it on her.. tell her that she made me stay
up :P. I actually have other reasons for staying up,
but yeah..
I was looking through some of my old old blog posts
and I realized that this blog is like a record of a
little more than a year of my life.. Its not in
detail, but its enough to remind me of things and
stuff.. like I'd hint at things, or mention things
that probably I'm the only one that knew what I was
talking about.. so in a way re reading the blog is
almost like reliving the past year.. Its also
intresting to see the change in me throught the
posts..
When I first started this blog I said it was a place
for me to vent.. and that was its only purpose.. I
didnt really think I'd keep it for long either.. But
now that I think about it, that wasnt why I started
it.. I started it couse I wanted a way to stil share
my life with certain people, even when we werent able
to talk.. and thats how its been for most of the
part.. I've used it to keep in touch with UmmQ and
others when our or my circumstances made it not
possible for us to talk.. At times I would direct
posts to someone, maybe even without mentioning their
name.. but they understood it was for them.. Thats not
to say that I didnt use it to just post for myself, no
i did that too.. but in general it was and is a way of
keeping in contact.. I guess even though i knew that,
I never admitted it to myself..
Anyways I'm to tired to post more.. I think I'll wait
up a bit more before sleeping though..
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chotu-meyeh
@ 8/06/2005 02:40:00 AM
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