.:Thursday, August 11, 2005:.
mhmm
ahh, lets see. I'll start with yesterday and then talk
about today inshaAllah.
I had a pretty good day yesterday alhamdulilah. I
spent some time online earlier in the day and then
khala came over. She was supposed to come at 3, so at
2:59 I decide I probably should go "freshen up" since
I looked like I had just got up. After that I went
down to see what mom wanted me to do, since she had
told me I had to do the cooking for the day.
I've become sort of lazy the past while, and my moms
sort of letting me. I forgot how much I enjoy cooking.
I know it sounds sort of crazy but when I'm depressed
cooking helps me. It just makes me feel good :/.
Alhamdulilah I had a good time with khala and 'aboodi.
They're leaving in a couple months back to saudia for
good :(. While we were eating khala said something
about the food being good so my mom goes "yea, all we
need is a groom for her:P" and khala replied with "yes
yes, tell me what you want and I'll find it for you".
I was like 'hmm, mama you forget pretty fast, dont u
remember what you told me last night?" since the night
before she told me she dont think she can let me get
married, that she wants me with her forever :D. I
agreed. yea, I'm a momma's girl. :D.
After khala left I went to sleep for a while. as my
mom says "saving up your energy to stay up all night".
I just dont have anything to do at that time so I
sleep then..
I had a somewhat intresting, crazy, and wierd night. I
spent most of the night trying to stick to a decision
I had made earlier.. to say goodbye to someone :(. man
why does doing the right thing have to be so had? Its
at times like these that I miss yassi so much... I
spent part of the night looking up lyrics, like we
used to do :(. its become a bad habbit now :/
I finally went to bed around 3. I'm not sure when I
fell asleep. I remember my mom coming in and waking my
sister for fajr, so I must have been awake for a while
after...
I got up today at 7.. finally got out of bed at 7:30
and tried coming online.. I couldnt get connected in
my room so I came to my moms room. sorta woke her
up... I think shes getting tired of me invading her
room :P. I stayed on till my sister got up a couple
hours later.. the little brat is mad at me! She wont
even talk to me couse of the choice I made last night.
How do you explain to a 12 year old that this is the
right thing to do and that she just cant and really
may never understand why?
'ala kulli haal, Umm AbdulQudoos is leaving on
saturday so shes coming over today after duhr with
Tassnyms mom to see us before she goes. I have to go
cook before they get here.. I might be on later..
Allahu 'aalam..
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chotu-meyeh
@ 8/11/2005 12:39:00 PM
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