.:Wednesday, August 10, 2005:.
na'aam!
I've been thinking about something for a while now and
I think I'm going to go through with it. I'm tired of
getting really close to someone and loving them alot
only to be torn apart, finding out I cant trust them,
or having a misunderstanding happen. I'm the type of
person that is friendly with alot of people but only
get attached to a few.. and when I get attached, its
very attached.
So I've decided to become more anti-social than I
already am. InshaAllah I'm going to go through my
almaghrib account keeping only the ones that I want to
keep constant contact with and use this account most
of the time. I'll still use the other account and
speak to the people on it but not alot. I also plan to
try and cut down on using then net and talking.
In general I know who I want to keep but there are a
few I'm not so sure of. Ones that would seem like
default keeps I'm thinking of not keeping and vice
versa.. I was also thinking of taking down the blog
since this seems like a place that I talk, complain,
and say to much. But I realised that with talking to
people less I'd need to talk to myself more if I dont
want to get crazier than I already am :P.
InshaAllah I just hope I go through with this, since I
know I've said this alot but never gone through with
it. Since I am usually a people pleaser.. I like
helping them, talking to them, and I hate hurting
them.. and to be honest I'm not all that anti social..
and I guess most of all I'm a net addict :P.. But I
think sometimes you have to do what you think is best
even if it might not be the easiest.. and I really do
think this will be better for myself...
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@ 8/10/2005 02:44:00 PM
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