.:Thursday, August 18, 2005:.
ruined plans :(
maaan! Why do parents have to keep ruining my plans!
Yesterday my mom told me that I will not be spending
this term doing nothing.. to put it in her words
(translate to arabi) "You really think you will just
waste your time like that? I dont think so. You need
to stop sulking around and do something productive".
That meant, its time to apply for uni. greaaat. So I
spent most of the day yesterday trying to fill out the
OSU-LBCC dual enrollment forms.. and the LBCC
application and other things. I love how I always
leave things till last minute. I needed to call some
office in DC and I waited till it was after 5 there to
call, so I have to do it today.. and I needed to call
LBCC so I waited till 4:40 our time to call... I got
through, but Istill nee dto call again today.. and I
have to call some other office.. ugh, I hate business
phone calls.. I always end up going "umm yea, umm ".
I'll go do them after this post inshaAllah.
Haneefah spoke to yasi!!!!! She was on yahoo messenger
yesterday. mannnn I miss that girl :(. I dont have
yahoo on this computer :(. She told Haneefah to tell
me to email her! I already did man. I wanna know how
shes really doing :(. I think there is only one other
person than me she would tell and I dont think they've
spoken to her. I miss her alot :(.
My mom asked me the most random question last night. I
was laying on her bed in the dark and she asks "if a
good brother from here were to ask for you, would you
accept?". I turned and looked at her for a minute.. I
didnt know what to say.. finally I said "why wouldnt
I?". I think I know where she wanted me to go with
that, but I wasnt in the mood to do so. I just wonder
if there was a reason for her to ask that, because it
was so random. I hope not. She was on the phone alot
yesterday though.. Allahu 'aalam.
In a way I wouldnt be that surprised if there was a
reason she asked. I'm going to be 16 in a couple
months. Dania was married by then.. and alot of people
saw me getting married younger than her.. I dont know
though.
I dont want to grow up! I want to stay young. I dont
want to be 16. I want to stay 15 forever! ok maybe not
forever, but I dont want to get older so fast. It
seems just yesterday I was 13 and starting HS. And
then now.. its just to fast for me.. things change to
much.. Its probably me and my lingering on the past
that is making me feel this way.. but Allahu 'aalam. I
suppose its not that bad growing older.. its just..
that.. you're getting older.. times change.. things
change.. you change.. and change is always a bit
scary, since you are unsure of whats to come.
anyways, I'm going to do the same thing I did
yesterday and end up waiting till its to late to
call.. I'll update later.
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@ 8/18/2005 12:37:00 PM
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