.:Saturday, September 24, 2005:.

bleh

I'm in bad mood. like really bad mood. That is
probably why I'm updating. Its a common trend. When
I'm good I dont update as soon as I start feeling this
way I do. Who cares, its my blog I can do what I want.

I really don't know why I'm like this. Things have
been ok.. I've had a sorta bad day today and the day
before but other than that things have been good.

School starts monday. I'm already sick of it and it
hasnt even started yet. HS was so much easier than
this man.. get a list of classes, pick some.. go to
school library and get the books...start class. I've
had to go back and forth to benton center and albany
like 2323 times and everything isnt ready yet. I'm
supposed to email 3 teachers today and I just dont
want to. I'm sick of it.

You know what else I'm sick of? users. Two situations
now that are bothering me. I may have started one of
them.. annoyed the other person first, even if I only
meant to do good, so I wont complain about that. I
will complain about the other though. It seems like
every time you think someone is for real they turn out
not to be. When they need a shoulder to cry, someone
to listen to their problems and be there for them they
know where to find you.. as soon as the need is over
it turns into
Assalaamu 'alaikum!
wa 'alaykum assalaam
how are you??
alhamdulillah.

not even a how about you.. how annoying.

Another think I'm annoyed with is myself. I keep
taking out my bad mood on people that really dont
deserve it... and then later on I feel bad about it
:(. That makes me in more of a bad mood..

My uncle came back the other day.. He said he had a
good time. He might have to go back soon, if he does
I'm going inshaAllah.. I could care less about school
and all.. we just got a pakage from him.. my aunts
sent some things with him.. I never can understand the
reasoning behind sending spices and stuff.. like lots
of it.. when we can get them here :/..

Anyways.. I dont want to rant more :/ I've done that
way to much already..

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chotu-meyeh @ 9/24/2005 03:45:00 PM #|

Comments:
As-Salaamu 'Alaykum Wa Rahmatullaahi Wa Barakaatuh,

Life's a waste. Dont depend on others and dont have them depend on you. No one will be there when they say they will; they will only show up the first day, maybe the second but then they dont care much longer to do so. Its life, but it goes on. Wallaahu 'Alaam.

~Umm Qaylah

Wa'ALaykum As-Salaam Wa Rahmatullaah
 
wa 'alaikum assalaam wa rahamatullahi wa barakaatuhu,

Wallahu 'aalam. I've come to know a few people that aren't like that. Ones that are true, that stand by you forever. Alhamdulillah its a blessing. But you are right, most people aren't worth getting upset over.

was salaamu 'alaikum wa rahamatullah
p.s. still waiting for those check in emails..
 
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