Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going the extremes to prove I'm fine
But in reality I'm slowly loosing my my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying
inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal that fact that I'm
suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then break down and
cry
~breakdown, mariah carey
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O Allah let me live in this dunya only as long as it is good for my aakhirah.. aameen.:Words:.
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