.:Friday, September 02, 2005:.
picking on me!
*sigh...sometimes I wonder why I post certain things
on here...I end up getting blasted and picked on
because of them. Right now I'm getting called a psycho
because of what I said in the last post about liking
to look at baby things. I really don't get what's so
pyschotic about it...and I THOUGHT I had explained
myself well enough in the post.. but I guess not since
someone is continuing to tease me about it. So let
me try again.
1. I dont like going to stores and shopping all that
much...especially with my mom and sis :P. 2. I get
bored easily when I'm at these places, since I don't
like buying things unless I need them. 3. I love
babies.
What started this habit for me is that, mashaAllah,
for the past few years there have been a lottt of
births here...and whenever there would be one and my
mom would want to go buy a gift she'd tell me to find
something...so I got hooked to those sections of the
stores :P. Now I just go to them for the fun of it...
'cause everything is sooo cuteeee. Sometimes I'll get
something for AbdulQudoos or something...but usually
I just look at the stuff.. I guess thats sort of
psycho, but not as psycho as it's getting made out to
be.
Maan, what's up with people picking on me tonight! I'm
in a touchy mood. They need to be considerate! I sent
a friend one of the recordings with me in it and she
goes "yeah, you do sound fobby and little." THANKS! I
already know that, don't need to rub it in. Haneefah
picked on my voice in another way she goes
"mashaAllah, now you're not only fitnah face, but
fitnah voice as well." She's one of the funniest people
I know, mashaAllah. OH! How could I forget, there was
also the long disscussion/arguement I had with friend
#1 about if I'm bratty and have an atttitude.
I don't have an attitude!!! In general I'm good and
well behaved. As long as you don't get on my bad side
or tick me off I'll be nice with you...except for the
few masakeen that I like to have an attitude with for
the fun of it, but that's a whole other story.... And
no I don't cuss either...well, most of the time. I have
to be reallllyy mad to curse...so yes, I don't have an
atttiude, understood? :P
Why do some people have to suck so bad :(. It's like no
matter how hard you try, they still suck. They've hurt
you so much...but you don't give up...until you
realize that maybe you should stop because it's just
hurting you more. Every time I'm reminded of this
situation it breaks my heart. I still love this
girl... and I don't think I'll ever understand what
happened.. other than our different interests now and
her selfishness, selfcenteredness, and usingness I
can't think of an explanation. I know she'll come
around sooner or later when she's in need of
something...and most likely I'll welcome her with open
arms...maybe I'm stupid for doing that...but I'm not
the person that can throw years of friendship behind
me easily.
ANYWAYS to end off on a brighter note, since I don't
want what happened a little while ago to ruin my
night...'Aliyaaah is coming tommorrow :D. inshaAllah
she'll be staying till Sunday. I misss herrrrr...
maaan. If only UmmAbdulQudoos was here as well...ahh
alhamdulilah 'ala kulli haal...inshaAllah she's having
fun.
I'm tired. I probably should head to bed. I need to
take Tylenol again..but I don't have water up here and
I don't want to go down to get some...I could take
without water but I dont want to now...inshaAllah I'll
be able to just sleep on it and see how I am in the
morning...Tommorrow is a long day...Ummi has dars again
and there is a goodbye party after dars for khala Naila,
and some other things we need to do in the middle of
the day that I've forgotten...
chotu-meyeh
@ 9/02/2005 01:02:00 AM
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