I just wasted 2 tries on my "quiz".. :S. I got like 60%.. I didnt study.. so I soooo deserve it :P. I'm "studying" now for the last try.. (each time its a different quiz...but u get the best score etc).

 

Today sorta sucked, walhamdulillah.. I upset someone that I hate to upset.. and that just ruined it for me.. amazing how its the people it kills you to see them hurt that you hurt the most :(.

 

On a little bit of a nicer note I had a nice conversation this morning with someone I havnt spoken to in a longgg time.. It was akward at first.. but it was a nice conversation.. I guess we both could relate to some feelings of the other and so on.. The advice she gave me at the end was sort of funny couse its whats everyone has been telling me latly.. she said "Ukhti, my advice to you is to find a good brother and marry him. Be patient in the marriage.. nothing will ever be perfect. Be patient with him.. put his desires before yours.. and whatever you do dont ever get a divorce it will make these feelings 100x worse".

 

Anyways... I got me a review buddy(inshaAllah)! Now I just need to find me a hifdh buddy, couse I'm slacking way to much on my own :(... and islami classes started up again.. this time we have nahw.. yucky.. so ya.. thats another reason I've been more busy latly.. I know like 2 people that wish I'd quit school lol.. they're annoyed with the time I spend on it :(.. sorries :(..

 

bleh.. dads gonna be home from salaah soon.. I better go back to study