Tonight has sucked so bad, walhamdulillah.

 

I guess I should start with maghrib time.. AbdurRahmans mom called and was like "I'm not feeling good can I bring him over?"..ofcourse we said ok and hes been over since. Also around that time, while my mom was praying, UmmAQ calls and goes "have your mom call me as soon as shes done, its important!".. I made a joke about how things that are soo not important are always important for her, thinking she wanted to talk to my mom about us coming over today since she had invited me online already..

 

anyways.. when my mom finished salaah and called back I was praying.. and I keep hearing her go "subhanAllah" and asking if hes ok.. UmmAQ has ALOT of bookshelfs at her house and my mom always tells her its dangerous with a toddler.. couse some of them are like those three/four shelf ones.. so AQ was playing and pulled one of the bookshelfs trying to get a book from it and the whole thing like fell on him.. his cheek got cut open and he was out of it..

 

I can't put in words how much that ruined my night for me.. I dont think I could love that kid more if he was my own lil brother or son..and knowing that his mom had no one with her wasnt easy either.. she was cryinggg and in horrible state.. the funny thing is mom was disturbed by this as much as me.. and she has this problem when she gets like that she sorta forgets all her medical history.. well not all but certain things.. she told UmmAQ how to close the wound and alhamdulillah she did that.. but she also told her to breastfeed him..and that put the kid to sleep.. and when I pointed out thats the most stupid thing to do to him right now she was scared if she told her to wake him up it would scare her and shes alone etc. but alhamdulillah after like half hour she did and the kid started to slowly go back to normal.. I talked to him on phone and he was mad confused.. but alhamdulillah..

 

As far as the kid at my house.. hes a bundle of trouble.. I havnt slept for one minute tonight.. he keeps yapping away.. and now hes like "I want to go home.. go wake up 'amu Ibrahim to take me". Thats the last thing my dad would want now. My sister couldnt stand him and woke up my mom.. when mom came to our room I was like "1. it woulda been sooooo much better if I went to UmmAQ.. 2. can I please go downstairs?". She was like "yes, can I please have your bed?". I'm stuck down here till fajr and no ones on :).

 

 I wanted to go to UmmAQ soo bad and she wanted me soo bad but was to shy to ask since I have tests and the last few times I had tests I was busy with her so she feels guilty. My mom agreed for me to go but there was no ride.. and I was shy to ask from my dad since he came back late from work couse he had meetings etc. alhamdulillah 'ala kulli haal.. I got no sleep and no studying in tonight.. thats really gonna help tommorrow! khair inshaAllah

 

I want someone come online :(.. this is soo boring..