subhanAllah...

 

I had planned on getting up tonight and coming online.. but qaadarAllah I ended up not.. my dad came home very late (or so I thought..) and I just didnt feel up to it..

 

After fajr this morning my dad went upstairs to get ready for work and then came back down.. I was still in living room about to go up to my room when he calls me and my sis.. he hugged us.. held us close.. started to cry.. and told us that my grandma passed away last night.. that was just the shock I needed man.. subhanAllah.. As soon as he let go I went back to living room and asked my mom "when, how, what?" and she told me she only found out this morning as well and thats why dad came home late and stuff...

 

so ya.. alhamdulillah 'ala kulli haal.. dads trying to head down to LA today.. he wants to be there for janaazah and stuff.. and to make sure its done correctly.. couse his bro there doesnt pray and stuff.. I want to go with him..Allahu 'aalam if I'll end up going or not..