I was up all night last night and I'm exhausted today. I'm just so out of it and it seems like things just keep piling. There is no way I can finish my paper now.. especially not by five with the things my dad just called and asked me to do.

I've had it with school. I just missed the drop deadline too :(. Two of my classes suck so bad. What in the world am I going to learn by studying the english renissance period (still can't even spell it right :P :P)? like dude I so dont need to take a whole class on that stuff. And dude, seriously, how much can I learn from watching a 2+ hour video on Martin Luther(not MLK)? or other weird things like that.  Yes, it will satisfy one of my liberal art requirments but I could satisfy it with a class that I'd learn more from!! This is what happens when I take online classes. And anyone that knows me knows how much I dislike to go out exessivly, to mix unnecissarly, and so on but seriously if you want me to continue studying I really can not stand taking more of these type of classes that simply fill a requirment but bore me to death. I think I'll transfer to Portland Community College they got more online classes, khair we'll see.

You know, I'm so happy that every time I start getting down I get reminded that there is someone in a worse state. I mean I always know that there is but right when you are feeling this way then someone close to you mentions whats happening with them its like a greater reminder :/.

Anyways.. the sun is shinning and its a beautiful day.. got Quran on and still have a little time on my hands.. InshaAllah khair. At least my brother will be over for dinner so I'll get a lot of alone time, alhamdulillah.