.:Saturday, February 11, 2006:.
to miss something this much..
There's a certain friendship that I had, one of the most special. I don't think anything could be like it because it was unique. I miss it. It's not possible to point fingers at what brought it down but I just know that some nights when I'm laying in bed awake I'll think of how it was. It's beautiful missing something that much (I had to spend an hour explaining to another friend what I meant by that last night). May Allah swt guide her and bring our hearts together again..aameen.
Today (technically tommorrow) is the last day I have to turn in my midterms and I have two more left. I'm not really motivated to do these two since I've had to re-do my other ones because the power or internet would get cut off in the middle and I'd loose all my work. The first time it happened I was on the last question of a 2 hour long midterm so that was really really frustraiting.
Ever since we moved I've had pretty good energy--I've been waking from fajr everyday and sleeping at my normal late time. The past few days my energy has gone way down. I'm a little sick so that might be it although my mom has another theory and I think she is right.
I seriously love my dad, alhamdulillah. We came back from UmmAQ's house last night (whent there since there was no dars and ended up staying there till pretty late) to find that he'd used the rest of the Samboosik mix from dinner and made a plate of Saboosik, awww. He was at an uncles house since the 'amu's wife is away so they were partying :P. My dad called me when we got home and is like "about time you came home! 'amu wants such and such recipe", I was like "would you like me to make it instead?" and I can hear amu in the background and hes like "laaa! jazaahullah khair, I want to try to make it", so another guy in the back is like "learn how to do the laundry first before you try cooking".. they made so much fun of him :(, I've got to say it was amusing especially when he gets angry and told them off.
and ya, I'm blogging so I have an "excuse" for my procrastination :P. Now I'm gonna go out with my mom for a while, run some errands, and then when I get home I'll worry about my work.
chotu-meyeh
@ 2/11/2006 09:19:00 AM
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